I want to get this down before I have a mini breakdown. Got back from Mayo riding high thinking that everything sounded good. Surgery the week of February 8th then just recovery and I should be good to go. The only cure is surgery. They said one more round of chemo, then come back there they will do a ct scan and if all is good surgery is good and hopefully putting this nightmare behind me.
I got home Friday and Sat night I was having some discomfort in my stomach, I wouldn't even classify it as pain but if I pushed on it I would feel some pain and I think I could feel a small bump. Figure maybe some kind of hernia or something, no big deal. I would ask my doctor about it Monday. Went in for the last round of chemo for a month and told my doctor about my discomfort he felt my stomach after some talking about the mayo clinic and then ordered a biopsy right away. Can't be good, he thinks it is Sister Mary Joseph Nodule which can happen in Colon Cancer patients. If it is that (Which when I looked online was really bad, but usually in older people like 70's) then that means the cancer is spreading and the chemo isn't working, talked to Mayo clinic today and they said that it could cause problems with surgery. So tomorrow I find out the biopsy reports and we will see.
I feel like the Grim Reaper has a hold of me and he just won't let me go. It also always feels like I am chasing my tail with this thing. Every time I catch it and bit it, I feel nothing but pain.
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Dammit Kenny. Well, Bryan and I are trying to get the ticket for you when you're ready. Not until you're ready, but when you are let us know.
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