Friday, January 29, 2010

LIfe and times

Still working on getting surgery approved. I guess it doesn't matter it is the only cure.

CT Scan will be on Feb 2nd if all is good then the Surgery is on. Keep your fingers crossed.

Got tax returns back which is huge can finally operate out of the hole.

Need to work out a more. I am around 205lbs right now which is good but my body is flabby and gross, difference from losing weight at the gym and losing weight through diet and illness.

My son Brennan likes Swords and play cars which makes me happy. He walks around kicking his brothers ass with a storm shadow sword. He likes to make sound effects too as he attacks which is just great. He crawls on the floor pushing his cars around making noises too. Just an awesome kid.



Got a puppy his name is Charlie. Well Lauren got a puppy. He is a very cute puggle Bull. This is where they mix a puggle (beagle and pug) with a bulldog. He has beagle ears, pug eyes (although not too puggish) and a bulldog mouth (which is awesome). He also has a pug body pretty much but he is pretty good. House breaking dogs sucks and living in a 2nd floor apartment is pretty retarded to have a dog but WTF. The kids love him and have a lot of fun

Hair is way thinner then before which actually creates less dandruff which is great. Actually don't have to use Head and Shoulders anymore. LOL.

Still have a lot of things I need to work out. I don't really know how to be happy anymore, not sure what makes me happy anymore. Contention I am good with, I can be content and I tell myself that is happiness but it is not and I know it. Ever since my marriage and all the compromise that goes into relationships I have forgotten how to be happy. Not depressed or sad just I would like a wider range of emotions when it comes to positive stuff.

Lily won her first basketball game last week. That is one more then all of last year. There are some tough teams. Our team last year looks really good. They went by school and most of the girls on Lily's team went to a different school then her so they couldn't be on the same team again. Even Jazzy (Lil's cousin) is on a different team. Her step dad is coaching which is good, he gets very into it. I wanted too coach again but not sure if I have the time this year to do it.
Next year I want to coach Mia's and let him continue to coach Lily's. Should be fun. Probably make me happy.

1 comment:

Robyn Baird said...

I don't even know what to say because I can't even imagine being in your shoes. You and Bruce are so much alike though. It's no wonder you're friends. Hang in there Kenny, things should take a turn for the better. Just keep praying ... it really does work. I promise!